Term 2

I can't wait for February to come now because I want to go back during easter holiday which starts on 16th of March.. I don't care what people want to say about me because I admit that I am cheezy and I can't stand being homesick for such a long time.But I dont think people would say anything because this one is a lot better than last year where I booked the ticket for winter break and everybody was thinking that I am crazy. I am manja girl and both my mak and uya know me very well.So, it is nothing because I used to go back every weeks or once in two weeks when I did my foundation in Ipoh. Not to forget, every weeks when I was in MRSM Taiping. So, today is my boring day ever because it's winter and our nightlife started around 4p.m and that's it. I miss my home and every single things in it. Oh dear Allah, ease my homesickness for the better focus and concentration on my study. Seongsook just punished us with the pot luck arrangement because we didn't finish her homework. So, next thursday we have to bring food for her and there are 15 lucky students including me will prepare food for everyone. It's alright maybe next time we won't do this again. I mean the homework part not the pot luck one..I have two articles from my lecturers to be gobbled up for tomorrow's workshop..Owh dear, I am so lazy and I need home..:(

Marilah kita mula menghayati maksud doa ketika kita duduk di antara dua sujud semasa solat.




Dengan rendah hati, nyatakanlah permohonan ampun kepada Allah melalui doa ini.
“Rabbighfirli (Tuhanku, ampuni aku)”

Diam sejenak, hayatilah maksud ini semasa membuat bacaan. Buka dada dan diri kita untuk menerima ampunan dari Allah seperti membuka diri ketika merasakan hembusan angin sepoi-sepoi atau menerima curahan air hujan ketika kita masih kecil.

Tetaplah membuka diri kita untuk menerima ampunan Allah. Ulangi permintaan itu beberapa kali hingga kita merasakan ketenangan.

Kemudian sampaikanlah permintaan kedua,

“Warhamni (sayangi aku)”

Diam dan tundukkanlah diri kita untuk menerima kasih-sayang Allah yang tak terhitung besarnya.

Bukalah dada kita seluas-luasnya agar semakin banyak kasih-sayang Allah yang kita terima. Ulanglah beberapa kali hingga kita merasa cukup.

Kemudian, berturut-turut sampaikanlah permintaan-permintaan berikut dengan cara sebagaimana tersebut di atas, satu persatu.

“Wajburnii (tutuplah aib-aibku)”
“Warfa’nii (angkatlah darjatku)”
“Warzuqnii (berilah aku rezeki)”
“Wahdinii (berilah aku petunjuk)”
“Wa’Aafinii (sihatkan aku)”
“Wa’fuannii (maafkan aku)”
Setelah selesai, diamlah sejenak, kemudian lahirkan rasa syukur kita kepada Robbi.

Lihatlah, betapa besarnya maksud dan nilai doa ini. Ia adalah satu doa yang kita hanya baca begitu saja (tanpa memahami maksudnya). Dalam tidak kita sedar selama ini, kita sebenarnya seperti sedang berpura-pura memohon sesuatu.

Kerana kita memohon, tapi tidak memahami apa yang dipohon.

Sekian, renung-renungkan dan sampaikan.

Sebaik-baik manusia ialah orang yang dapat memberi manfaat kepada orang lain. (Hadis riwayat Al-Qudsi)


Source: http://wiriddandoa.blogspot.com/2010/11/rahsia-disebalik-doa-duduk-antara-2.html

Copied from my friend's blog :  nakoblusher.blogspot.com

My nearly end January

Missing your home is one of the most common thing when you are abroad.
Everything seems to appear in your mind including the smell of your pillow back at home.
It may sound funny but yes it is and that was the reason why I'm back to my old habit of counting days to go home and also started to allocate some money for the flight ticket.
This is exactly what I've been doing right after Mr Afandi went home..T T
I can't wait to go back and all the tour including Italy, Paris and etc went straight to the drain..
O Allah spare me strength and patience to perfectly finish my term 2..
I have to improve myself and my grades before going back and savoring all the moments in Malaysia..

So,what kind of pictures I should share this time..
maybe picture during our SECRET SANTA night..
and I got the greenish book from Sarah and she is my secret santa too..
That was so romantic I would say..
So,here's the pictures..

Dream comes true!

Alhamdulillah with the blessing from Allah S.W.T we went to Germany.

We here are me, nad, qist, and mr afandi.

Our journey started on 14th December 2011 until 17th December 2011.

Frankfurt Am Main it is, the first place we went and we stayed in the hotel in the city centre of Frankfurt.

The language- Deutsch was so strange and funny sometimes with a lot of bizarre words like ausgang for exit and danke for thanks.

But, it was such a pleasant getaway from Coventry because there was a lot of halal restaurants near our hotel.

Our stomach danced happily there.

We went to several places like Stuttgart, Darmstadt, Wurzburg and many more.

Here are some pictures of our journey

Truth and human being

Thanks to the world for the most precious lesson of truth, sincerity, honesty and human being.

I would never put 100 percent trust to anyone around me except ALLAH and my family (nucleus family). Human being is the most judgemental species in the world and I hate the fact that I'm one of them too. They are few of them who favour meddling in others' affair. They are just too loud and bold. Simultaneously, pushing you to the maximum level of patience and surely it bursts!! They got their prize and we got the regret thought like this all night long. Thinking of I should not do that to her and etc. But, darn you deserve it for your big mouth!

of 2nd year in Warwick Uni.

12.11.2011

so, i've been here for about 1month and 11days plus plus

still thinking of home and the people of course

thinking of when can i go back again

so, let us bury some memorable pictures here

and i hope that someday i'm able to reminisce the memories in the uk with this blog

HATI

Saat hati terluka disini la tempat berpaling.
Sungguh hati rasa tenang saat jari jemari mula menari menceritakan apa yang terbuku di hati.
Tulisan sendiri untuk tatapan diri sendiri.
Untuk mengimbas kembali saat saat duka meraih kedewasaan dalam hidup.
Seribu satu rasa hadir dan pernah tewas dalam perjalanan menuju ke puncak.
Hati terasa betapa pedihnya kecewa kerana terlalu banyak bergantung pada manusia lain sedangkan Allah ada sentiasa.
Doa penghubung antara diri Allah makin dilupakan.
Kelalaian dan kealpaan tenggelam dalam nikmat Allah yang melimpah ruah.
Aku mohon petunjuk supaya diri tidak tersasar jauh dari landasan Mu.
Amin.