Of 2nd trimester.

2nd trimester is gladly fantastic because of the energy that is being withdrawn from the sickening 1st trimester.
My smell ability is getting better and nauseous routine disperse with the wind.
I feel so grateful feeling more energetic despite having to bear backache and feeling a little bit heavier than before.
Overall, I thanked Allah S.W.T for giving me this opportunity to experience this.
I'm enjoying relaxed and calm life after being freed by maktab's charm.
Now waiting patiently to be posted somewhere in Perak near to my other half. Hihi. Aminnn
Hoping for the best in our life and hopefully little one in my tummy will grow healthily and safely delivered this coming Dec. 
Bye for now.  :)

Happy mother's day!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t
So long my dear  blog. I've been juggling with life and I spent most of the time delaying works and rushing here and there.
Just got back from Bina Insan Guru at Pangkor and it was fun but tiresome.
Done repaying lost sleep and recovering energy.
I'm back in IPG Ipoh to attend class tomorrow.
Counting days to finish this journey, with small little me inside my tummy.
Hopefully, we'll make it through and soon my workplace will be near to husband's.  Aminnn. That's all for now.
Will write more soon. Really soon.
When I'm free from lectures and this place. :)

3 months

We are in the process of settling down.
Buying things for our rented house and started to complete our life together. 

I'm hoping to have our own house maybe next year. InsyaAllah.
and I really treasure this experience.
Being with the one that I really love.
Alhamdulillah. There's no other word that I could utter now.
I hope that we can complete ourselves and improve ourselves from time to time.
InsyaAllah.

Practicum

Practicum makes me dizzy.
I'm currently feeling very weak.
I can't wait to finish off all of this.
April please come faster because I want to be free from lesson plans and stuffy classroom.
I don't mind being jobless because my brain would not be overhault and I'm free from stress. 
I don't have to face traffic jam and reckless driver who loves to go faster than rocket.
Practicum life is strangling me.
Faster faster time.
Please. .

2014. 25 years old me.

It's a bit too late to wish Happy New Year.

Updating this blog seem to be pushed over by other trivial things such as watching korean movies. 

So here I am now wishing to share my 2014 resolutions.

First and foremost, graduate and attend my convocation! but I need to do well in practicum, SPP interview and then after that my degree is guaranteed. 

Second, get posted somewhere in Ipoh near to my husband. InsyaAllah. Pray for me.

Third, well expecting my first offspring late this year or somewhere early next year (2015) heehuu.

Fourth, buy massage chair the octopus kind of massage chair I saw on tv for daddy with my first salary. jyeahhh. as well as new phone for mommy. InsyaAllah.

Fifth, be a good wife and daughter.

Sixth, live happily with my husband and planning for masters. 

Well, there's a lot of thing in my mind and all of the above might only be half of it.

All in all, I wish I will be a good muslimah and sticking to my 5 times daily prayers closely. and pray early as possible. 

Sincerely, 

Me

Being married :)

Firstly, Alhamdulillah I am now Puan Siti Aminah. Officially married to Mohd Afandi Bin Mat Hassan my fiancé my 'friend' since 5 years back. Everything is settled now and we are now in a phase of settling down. For the time being, we live in my husband's rented house in Ipoh and InsyaAllah until I am done with my study. I really hope that this marriage will be everlasting and full of Allah's blessing. Amin.

I have entrusted my sister, Suhaila Tailor to custom made my nikah and wedding dresses. I am satisfied and happy.  Perfectly suit my simplistic and minimalist style yet nice. For me of course. Hihi. So will share some of the pictures that I've snatched from my cousin.

Be grateful.

Be grateful of what you have and most importantly be grateful that you're still alive.

Allah S.W.T has granted you another day in your life to prepare yourself for today and hereafter.

I was given idea to write something about this when some of my friends actually discussing about marrying a wealthy man in order to secure luxurious future. 

Well, I don't know how to say it but it depends on how you perceive life.

As for me, I never expect myself to be rich by marrying the inheritor or something like that.

I always focus on myself, my achievement and my own money.

Preferably, I want to achieve better life together with my husband.

It's like we actually work for our future together and the word "cuci kaki" never exists in my dictionary.

There's nothing wrong to dream of having wealthy husband and living your life luxuriously, maybe it's better not to put your expectation too high and to be obsessed with your dream.

It's dangerous. Logically, when your dream or expectation is not being fulfilled you will fall into pieces. 

Hence, be grateful of what you have now and then. Learn to instill "qanaah" in your life. Alhamdulillah

Peace :)