3 months

We are in the process of settling down.
Buying things for our rented house and started to complete our life together. 

I'm hoping to have our own house maybe next year. InsyaAllah.
and I really treasure this experience.
Being with the one that I really love.
Alhamdulillah. There's no other word that I could utter now.
I hope that we can complete ourselves and improve ourselves from time to time.
InsyaAllah.

Engagement day

Assalamualaikum my 'this is not my diary'.
I'm writing now as someone's fiance. Alhamdulillah  :)
I'm so grateful that everything went well and our family actually get to know each other better.
I'm truthfully happy to see my dad's smiles throughout the day.
We were engaged on 14th September morning , like seriously very early for my family.
We were so messed up and in chaos when Mr A and his family arrived.
I was on my way to pick up 'hantaran' after finished make over session somewhere nearby.
Trying very hard to find someone who can do natural touch up and yeah I think that's ok for certain people.
I purposely wiped the orangey lipstick because it's too bright for me. LOL
We just had a simple ceremony and again I feel so grateful that we managed to come this far.
Thank you uya, mak , tok, teh, cik and all my siblings.
So, here some pictures to be immortalized here. hihi

Out and about in Malaysia.

July went away saying goodbye without me realising it,
Ramadhan came and I've been too busy juggling between work and daily life in Ipoh,
Syawal appeared and now it's coming to an end too.
I have so many things in mind but there are so many challenges that accompanied my plans.
I still hope for the best things to appear and make me feel surpriseddd.
Been busy with works but still got the chance to roam around Ipoh and heal my hay-wired brain.
Feeding some fish at Gunung Lang make me feel relieved and at peace even just for a moment.
I just want to finish my degree and start working soon!

Personal traits based on name anyone? ;p

This is pretty much similar to myself but I hate this. I hate to admit, but some of these is actually my attitudes. But, for the health part I don't think it is accurate there because my eyes is perfectly fine and I don't have severe sinus..Noooo! hopefully not in the future too. I will try to take care of my health starting from now. I need to preserve my kidney and my bladder. hihi..

• The name of Aminah creates a friendly, sociable, charming nature, but causes you to be too easily influenced by others. depends on the people I'm dealing with, I can sense it when somebody is not perfectly matching with me and I'll avoid them. :) 
   
• While you find it easy to meet and mix, and can appear agreeable and compromising in conversation, you can become dogmatic and forceful if pressed too far. Yes I am!
   
• Others learn that you cannot be told what to do and you seldom change your mind once it is made up. well, maybe. hihi
   
• You prefer situations that allow a degree of independence, but are reluctant to take on a demanding work-load or responsibility. muahahahaha! this is sooo me.
   
• In a position dealing with the public, you could do well because of your friendly personality, interest in people, and desire to please.
   
• When asked, you are able to give others good advice that you would probably not follow yourself, but must guard against being too opinionated in controversial matters.I am loud and bold! Watch out guys. 
   
• The physical weaknesses due to this name centre in the fluids of the body and the senses of the head, causing headaches, eye, teeth, or severe sinus conditions; also, kidney or bladder weaknesses. Senses of the head?? headaches?? eye??Nope so far. teeth! maybe. Sinus? NOOO. I drink plenty of water so it's normal for me to go to the WC regularly.

And another one to be kept silently here. hihi

• Your first name of Afandi has given you an expressive, diplomatic, and refined nature. Diplomatic? in what way? hihi. Refined nature? erm I don't know, maybe. 
   
• Although you have a good appreciation of material values, business ability, and skill in organizing and managing others, your success is restricted by a lack of self-confidence and initiative. Maybe we should consider taking business management course someday. :)
   
• You have very expensive tastes, and your desires could well exceed your initiative in providing for them through your own efforts. Car? But not clothes and shoes. hihi
   
• Personal appearance is important to you. Comot je selalu. 
   
• You are always well-groomed yourself, and you judge others by your own standard. Really? 
   
• You do not like to rough it or use much physical energy. Well, he's easily annoyed but not using fists to settle something, I think. Lazy bones! Absolutely true. 
   
• Through your diplomatic ways you are able to call on the assistance of others to avoid such matters.????? fail to comprehend.haha
   
• You have good business judgment but lack the confidence to carry out your own ideas unless assisted by an associate.business course ftw!!
   
• From a desire to eat too many rich foods, your health could suffer through kidney and generative troubles or any problems affecting the fluid functions of the body. 

This is just for fun and I don't trust this 100%. Don't be too observant and started to change yourself out of no where. Remember Allah S.W.T is the only ONE who knows what will happen in the future. :)

Post-fighting note

Love is a simple word and it can be represented using this well-known symbol below. 

Even my three years old nephew knows heart shape means love.

I'm not sure how but when I asked him what is this shape?

Harch shape! hewhew..

See, even that little kiddo knows what is that.

However, it may seem simple to pronounce and even to draw it, but the thing with love is too complicated regardless between family members, friends and especially a couple who has been sticking to each other for four years and planning to get married when they are permissible to do so. hihi

As the title says, fighting with someone that you really love is torturing you know? You can't even think straight and all your daily routines collapsed. You will only snuggle under your thick duvet and sleep. This is what exactly happened to me because I can't think and I need rest. We decided to stop talking for a while and due to the time difference things are more complicated and it is harder to imagine. However, after few hours of cooling down period there come the text messages. "I'm going out and we'll talk later" and there goes the reply "Ok, text me when you're home". And things went smoothly like nothing had happened. What's with love is too complicated to brain by normal human being like me. I'm still puzzled now but I'm happy and I just finished eating after leaving my stomach growling for 10 hours. In conclusion, love is crazy. 

"Something"

Just a short and fast update because I can't focus on my essay any more and in other words pen down for culture essay! 

Yeah! enough with all those language relativity things.

Today is the day when something is 3 years and 11 months.

So, this year is the final year of LDR.

Next year no more LDR.

Hopefully, this something is going to end up with a happy moment Inshaa Allah.

I will always pray for this something.

To whom it may concern, I really appreciate your presence in my life.

Bear with this LDR thing just a little bit.

We are nearly there!

Heart you!