I don't have diary.: October 2013

Be grateful of what you have and most importantly be grateful that you're still alive.

Allah S.W.T has granted you another day in your life to prepare yourself for today and hereafter.

I was given idea to write something about this when some of my friends actually discussing about marrying a wealthy man in order to secure luxurious future.

Well, I don't know how to say it but it depends on how you perceive life.

As for me, I never expect myself to be rich by marrying the inheritor or something like that.

I always focus on myself, my achievement and my own money.

Preferably, I want to achieve better life together with my husband.

It's like we actually work for our future together and the word "cuci kaki" never exists in my dictionary.

There's nothing wrong to dream of having wealthy husband and living your life luxuriously, maybe it's better not to put your expectation too high and to be obsessed with your dream.

It's dangerous. Logically, when your dream or expectation is not being fulfilled you will fall into pieces.

Hence, be grateful of what you have now and then. Learn to instill "qanaah" in your life. Alhamdulillah

Peace :)

Looking at the title, yes! I'll be talking about my birthday party.

I am officially 24 years old on 7th October 2013.

I hate birthday and the day before my birthday I intentionally go on facebook and hide my birthday.

Because I don't know why, but I hope that no one will actually notice my birthday.

The night before 7th October I was here on my bed in IPGM Ipoh.

I know that my friends gonna ambush my room and start shouting HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

But, on a second thought I think that they won't remember because we have LTP assignment to be submitted the next day and people were crazily speeding to finish their lesson plans etc etc.

That's what I'm doing too. Alya, me and Nad were so busy whining that we had so much to do.

When the clock striked 12 am I made a move and went outside pretending to talk on the phone with nobody. haha

But, the ambience around my room is too arficial that I can smell their hidden plan.

Thinking that everyone got so much work to do I rushed back into my room and then they started singing. See, told you I know that they would do that. With a slice of melted blueberry cheesecake that I managed to feed everyone with until its finished we called it a day. My birth day.

The next day I went out with my fiance, my roomate nanad and my so-called neighbor to dataran MBI and we had dinner there. I just simply spouted that I want cake for my birthday but Mr A never replied anything. Then we rushed back and yeah we called it a day again without any celebrations for me. sobs! Come 8 Oct and I really did not expect anything anymore. I just feel like going out to Watson to get some toiletries and stuff. Nanad went out with my other friend with the reason that they want to eat sushi and they didn't even invite me like I don't know why. Rinie just said that "Kak ct (me) must be going with fendi (Mr A) right? ". I didn't say anything and I thought maybe yes because I want to go to Watson. So around 5pm, Mr A called and asking me to go out with him and I said yes because I want to buy something. He arrived and he told me that his sister was in Ipoh and she wanted to meet us at JJ Ipoh. I didn't smell anything weird at all because I thought that she was here like usual.

We arrived at JJ but Mr A was delaying and started doing something else and he didn't want to enter and it's warm outside the car and I felt so annoyed with him. After 10 minutes, he said let's go in and meet his sister in the cold storage section. The cold storage section is somewhere near KFC and other restaurants. Swiftly, he went straight into KFC and I was shouting to him but he ignored me and I followed him feeling so annoyed and angry a lil bit. Then, I saw bunch of familiar faces waiting and started singing Happy birthday song. I've been fooled by them! Happy and annoyed at the same time.

Thank you sayang and my friends for throwing this surprise party.

I really love you all. Like so much.

So, I want to keep some pictures here. <3