After three losses I think I'm getting stronger yet I'm still hoping for the best this time.
My first experience of losing was after Eid 2016 around July I didnt realise that I was pregnant until a day after I had checked with home kit UPT. It was too late the day after I started having bleeding and he was gone.
It was all the same with my second and this time we only managed to survive until 4 weeks. It was so heartbreaking and I think this was the time I felt so down and hopeless.
For the third time, just after we embarked on a new journey in 2017 I lost it once again. This time it was the farthest of the two unsuccessful pregnancy. Baby was measured 7weeks with hearbeat when we first went in for ultrasound. But after about 2 weeks we went to see the doc again and this time no heartbeat and baby had stopped growing. I went to Taiping Columbia Asia Hospital and again underwent another ultrasound and it was the same sad news. I'm in despair but I couldnt cry maybe because of the previous miscarriage that ive confronted.
So, the next day on 8 Feb 2017 we turned up for D&C procedure and at that moment I was all calm and ready. Total cost for D&C procedure at Columbia Asia Taiping was RM3100 which was not covered by Prudential Health Enrich.
Indeed Allah is the best planner of all. I believe that these happened for reasons and I surrender myself to His plan.
