Saat dan ketika itu..

when you feel like crying but you can't do that because you don't want to hurt people around you.
when you feel like screaming out loud saying that you're right, you have to think twice again because you don't want to hurt others.
but deep inside, tears rolling down without hesitation because it's only between you and yourself.
no one will hear you weeping and sobbing.
my heart is suffering but no one will know that.

I was born to write.

The title actually refer to my disastrous self-challenge.

I did destroy my old blog due to some technical problems.

But, I can't live without writing and letting go all my worries here.

Damn I hate to say that I can't live without you blog.

Whatever.

I think it's beneficial for me to have this because I can easily memorise certain things with the existence of this.

So,I am so determined to fight for this blog this time around.:)

Today is the second day of ramadhan and I am such a lazy bum waking up at 11 and lazing around doing nothing.

I only went out at 4.30+ p.m with mak, my sister and little adam.

Next time when I read this again I hope that I remember myself wearing blue shirt and black tracksuit.